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I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend You could cut ties with all the lies, that you’ve been living in And if you do not want to see me again I would understand, I would understand - third eye blind
state of mind
Be honest with me and tell me why you REALLY don’t want me :/
Sometimes…
…sometimes…im really smart
and i love the womyn that i am but…
…sometimes…i am stupid and hate who i am.
i hate that certain people make me stupid,
and that i loose the essence of who i am.
…sometimes…i want the earth to eat me
so that i can escape the pain i cause myself because of you.
yet…sometimes…i bask in the happiness i share with you.
i know i lie to myself becaue i hope lone day you will love me.
love me the same way i love you.
but…sometimes i knwo that the best thing for our friendship is to be
real friends…
…someday this will happen
…someday and sometime
